Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Sex in a canoe...?


Kayaking, whitewater rafting, boating, swimming, and of course the refreshing drinks of corona and lime. This is what my long weekend involved. I am amazingly grateful for this break, without it I would believe I would've gone insane.
Being in the outdoors and just viewing nature in its purest forms gets me higher then any drug.
Its one of those things that a person like me can't live without.
I am truly going to miss these days when I head out, however I know that I will be enjoying new adventures that will always be engraved in my mind.

Loving the life...

Living this life is more then just lust or want
riches or poor
Its more then partying or shopping
games people play or toying with a heart
Its when you dont care as much about the money when you have all the love in the world
Its about having the love in your life that conquers all of your downfalls and encourages you during the high times
Its when the people in your life are the only things keeping you sane


Friday, May 14, 2010

Alarm going on out the window...

7 weeks and counting.
7 weeks till I am on my own.
Something that I am quite nervous about, but indescribably excited.
I realize now that, when I was a little youngin I would wish away my life and just wish that I was older, now that I am finally here, my only regret is not realizing to love and enjoy every moment of life.
I realize that this moment, this very instant, is the fraction of time that I should live in.
Not wishing that I was younger or older and wiser.
I should not focus on whats going to happen in the future, or what happened in the past, because time is now.
Every moment should be used to love everyone around me, and trying not to think negatively.
That is what I should be doing every moment.
That is what everyone should be doing every moment.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Fuzzy socks...


When you set your mind on a goal or a dream, there is absolutely nothing that can stop that dream from coming a reality. The only obstacles that one faces while trying to reach their aspirations, are the obstacles that one creates. When someone is always trying to find a reason why they are unable to reach their ultimate goal in life, they will without exception find something to stop them in their path.

With me, I have a goal...
Well... multiple goals.
Whether one may be a ridiculous dream,
Or one that I know I will inevitably reach
I somehow have an amazing ability,
I can discover anything and everything that would stop me on my ultimate journey
Though this may briefly interrupt my path
I can always overcome it.
This I have come to realize is due to my desire and ambition to reach that ridiculous dream of mine..

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Vodka in the corner...


Time goes by so fast that its hard to comprehend that this very moment will never come again. Its those moments that make enjoying the little things in life that much more difficult. When one tries so hard to capture the whole memory, that they are only able to get the big picture , without actually looking at each individual detail that makes the picture.
Like looking at each piece of life, whether it be a person, animal, tree, or wild flower, you're able to remember the memory in more of a zen like way; for lack of better words. What I am trying to say, is that the feeling you get is a feeling of hope, joy and that there is even something more then just human life out there.
I am not saying that there is a God, or even that there isn't one, its just a feeling that one gets.... or at least a feeling that I get...