Airing the dirty laundry...

Its been awhile of not writing again, and I have had this one idea in the back of my mind. This idea lately has been slowly pushing its way through the garbage in my head and poking its head out and shouting at the top of its lungs "Its me! I think its time to acknowledge that I am here!" But then I quietly push it back through the garbage and bury it with my dirty laundry. 

Now I know that this is something that we all must do, however it is when we do this that we can never fully grow to our potential. Its when we can acknowledge what in our life we regret, loath or resent with all our passion and work through it. I know this is something I have been struggling with the past couple of months, and I am no where close to having a garbage free mind, but I am in the process and it is quite the journey.

Alarm going on out the window...

7 weeks and counting.

7 weeks till I am on my own.
Something that I am quite nervous about, but indescribably excited.
I realize now that, when I was a little youngin I would wish away my life and just wish that I was older, now that I am finally here, my only regret is not realizing to love and enjoy every moment of life.
I realize that this moment, this very instant, is the fraction of time that I should live in.

Not wishing that I was younger or older and wiser.
I should not focus on whats going to happen in the future, or what happened in the past, because time is now.

Every moment should be used to love everyone around me, and trying not to think negatively.

That is what I should be doing every moment.

That is what everyone should be doing every moment.